What's Wrong?

So I am usually pretty good at hiding my emotions. I have perfected the art actually. But for some reason, yesterday I just wasn't doing it well. Multiple people at work and when I got home pointed out that I was acting different.

The truth is I just wasn't feelin it yesterday. I was depressed for a number of reasons (mostly one) but I just wasn't in the mood for being the happy and fun Curtis I apparently normally am. There were no laffy taffy jokes in the office. No marshmallows being thrown over the cubical walls. Not nearly enough giggling. It was an off day.

But the fact that people noticed really threw me for a loop. It showed to me how much me being Curtis actually affects people's day. When I am not my happy self, people miss it. People like Curtis. I contribute to this world. I make a difference just by being myself. And THAT is how I quickly made it through this depression.

One or two people may not see how special I am, but screw them! I am a good person and there are people in this world who depend on me to show up and be the amazing person I am. If you can't see that, then it's your loss. Because quite frankly, the world would suck without me.

This ocean is big and you can go swim somewhere else, cause the rest of these fish love me. :)